lOve iS tHe sWeeTeSt tHiNg oN eArTh !!!

2007-12-23T05:09:00.000+08:00

everything has changed (except 1 thing)...
suddenly feel like typing some things here.
worklife has definitely caused a great negative impact on us, and i'm greatly affected by it.
i'm still feeling the hangover and side-effects of all the unhappiness that has happened.
when i hear u mentioned the "uncertainty" that exists, my already heavy heart sank.
the calm,peaceful and emotionless tone of yours, really scares me off.
from that moment, i can see images in my mind, telling me clearly that i've lost.
utterly disappointed and sadden by the fact that i'm so helpless in influencing any of your decisions.
it makes me feel that i'm so insignificant.
there's a strong sense of independence in you, that simply makes me looked abundant.
i've never felt so powerless, and this time round, i've totally admitted that i'm totally defeated.
this is don't know the how many times you mentioned that you need to think over.
there're too many happy times we had before, which seems liked you may sometimes forgotten.
i really missed the old you.

2007-07-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

its really annoying to have met people who are dishonest.yesterday when i went shopping with my mum at bysi,there was tis staff who took the wrong size when we made our purchase & she claim tt we have to do an exchange when i didn't even leave the cashier(while waiting for the other staff to steam iron my clothes) not to say even step out of the store!!! she claim tt she cant give me back my receipt!! what nonsense!!! still dare to tell mi say what onli can key once in the system..OMG..i was fuming & super frustrated with the salesperson's attitude. It was her problem not mine yet she used me to cover her negligence in her job!!!! never met such dishonest people...the maddening thing was i even became their member lor!!!!! must be blind.*slap*

so sorry to be late for almost an hour cos i was caught up by the matter so made dear go hungry..hahaha...

going to go for bbq tmr.. hope it doesn't rain k...ever since the hk trip we seem to have formed a hk clique & all of us are always coming out for gatherings since we came back..haha.surprise surprise..haha..but really glad that we have became closer & know each other better & most impt we have enjoyed our grad trip together!!! haha..but other than jy the rest are all still jobless..haha..jiayou !!! hopefully soon we'll all settle down soon..so let's enjoy our freedom before we get caught up in the rat race.

haven been meeting up with my jc clique hope that they are still doing fine.. really glad for lingling & isen tt they are doing their honours..dun overstress yourselves esp lingling..haha..ken & weiboon must be very busy with gals ya..must rem to study also k boys..jinie..hope tt you have already found job??? shaun..sch should be starting soon ba...good luck...lynette must be enjoying ur time with jy at mas..jiayou..hope smth works out for both of u & must rem to tel me k..haha..

Had a DIY facial with Jo,dear,jy & ben at dear's hse..was fun to see the guys do such therapy..tink it will also be their last time ba...hahha.. but its a good experience guys !!! haha... whats more foc leh.. had the long awaited durian feast with them after that and its cheap cheap good good !!!! YummYyyy..im a durian freak!!!! hahaha...

finally went to Villa Bali after so long thou its drizzling.. and we got lost again & almost went to tuas all thanks to jy!! haha...and i realise that i cant play poker !!!!

to my dear friends..catch up soon ya :) i have all the time in the world to chat over coffee ~~

2007-07-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

today we had another drinking session..thou abit last min but was fun!!! yeah~ jo next time jio earlier so qh can join in the fun..haha..next time round ba qh...

weirdz..dunno how come after our HK trip...all of us become like so close..maybe its feelings develop in tt 1 week...Eeeeee..hahha..but i must say it turned out unexpectedly well !!!!! yeah!!!! good work everyBodY..haha...

hmmm... lost our way again & jy got all the blame as usual..haha & so sinful lor..have to eat supper!!! all cos of him..haaa...and i found out tt im really suay at poker till i get the privilege frm the banker...damN. gotta learn ben buy more amulets..haa.. stronger aura..oops..

chalet upcoming..yeah !!! :)

2007-07-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

i miss hongkong!!!!!!!!!!!! its really happening and lucky the grp of frens i went wif are all fun ppl..haha..lots of interesting things happen....now we have a new clique of frens and our moods are still all so high~~~ haha...really hope to be still in hk now..aww...SLap backed to reality.

went to macau too..the portugese egg tarts are yummy!!! rated:5 stars. xu liu shan sells delicious mango desserts !!! but sad thing was we onli got to try it once..haiii...but the guys triedit twice !! argHhh.. the grp is planning for another trip/gathering soon..yeah..looking forward to meeting u guys again...hahha..gonna upload pics next time...

2007-06-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

2 Rainbows @_@

Ready for Game Drive !! Yeahh..

Cape Town.... table mountain???

Ostrich egg Lamps

SUNRISE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ my toUr maTes ~

Flip-Flopp..* waves*

Handicraft shop..beads dolly

i Love this picture !!

Cable cAr turned Ice-cReam shOp !!! yummy

on top of the world!!! Pretoria City....

** The Majestic Lion **

Baby Cubs - chubby & heavy!!

Foot of Table Mountain wif mUmmy

2007-06-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!!!!!! muacks....
hope u enjoyed the little surprise and celebration we had today.. hope u like ur pressie..haha..its not smth ex but at least it looks good on u..haha..

starting first will be my SOUTH AFRICA trip... was really a great trip thou i miss dear lots!!! hopefully my daily email could save ur day frm loneliness & sorry for not being there for u on ur last paper.

our grp was alittle suay cos we din get to see the magnificient table mountain cos of the poor weather!! damn!its a MUST see lor..and i din !!! its like not been to Cape Town..haiszz but what to do?? doctor weather is not kind to us...another suay incident is not getting to ride the heli cos its faulty!!!why must it be tt day !! haizzz..but of course in replacement we got ourselves to enjoy the luxurious 6-star hotel high tea!!! yummyy..its really pretty exterior & nice food & desserts !!! so sinful...haha...even the cutlery are so high class la...

get to see the Penguins & seals upclose & went to the cheetah farm..shoe got muddy cos of the rain.sad sad...get a chance to hold the baby cubs but they dun seem to like me cos when i carry them they keep fidgeting and turn to look at me..scared me !!!!

weather was pretty cold at Cape town cos its drizzling.witnessed a snatch-thief and its like very normal to them ..dangerous place especially when we are in jo'burg.got to chat with a SIA pilot when we took a domestic flight to jo'burg..quite interesting thou..weather was so much better sunny & bright at jo'burg!!!!

jo'burg was a nice place...stayed at Mabula game reserve!!! its so enchanting to be able to see a whole sky of stars above me so close yet so far..its reli super close and many many stars!!! the adventurous jeep ride into the wild to get to see the wild animals(impalars,antelope,elephants,lions,giraffee,zebras,rhino,etc) upclose was a once in a life time experience..you can nv get tis in spore!!but the elephants are somehow not as big as i expected. get to see the beautiful sunrise on the game ride too.the ranger couldnt spot the lions at first but after long time finally it appeared..

Meat meat and more meat!!! tried all kinds of wild meat..ostrich,crocodile,kudoo,antelope,springbok!!! all are not tt bad actually esp the crocodile..tastes like ham!!haha...but the sashimi kudoo taste good..haha...fruit juices are superb!!! especially the mango juice..thick & fresh!!!!had omelette & cereals almost everyday.

tried my luck at the casino and i actually won 50Rand on a 10cents game...lucky me...haha...1st time trying my hand on jackpots...not bad thou.went to Gary Players golf course..famous for its Million Dollar tournaments!

had a fun group of ppl travelling wif me and one of the kids can actually perform magic as good as david blaine !!! haha...so he became our entertainment..haha...enjoyed everyon's company on the trip..yeah !

previously had a good gathering with my jc friends to celebrate nette & weiboon's bdae..had a fun & enjoyable day out after not meeting them for quite some time..haha..had dinner at crystal jade & later at mines cafe..gotta get the pics frm jinie so i can upload them..haha

exams are finally over nd its time to look for a job!!! guess service industry is in the prime now..and pay rise..so gonna try my luck applying for these jobs...haha

going Hongkong soon and hope tt it will be enticing & fun cos its my Graduation trip wif my frens!!! yeahhhh....maybe we'll be gg macau /shenzhen..yeahhh...lots of planning to do..gotta plan wif the rest on wed....haha..its so exciting and im looking forward to travelling wif my frens..cos dear will be taking areoplane for the 1st time!!!! haha..worried tt he will be too excited on the plane..haha...happy happy:)

thats all for now..ciaozz ..will upload my pics when i get back my photos frm the photoshop..

2007-05-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over for me.. dear has 2 more to go.. JiaYou !!! it will be over soon very fast... time flies before u even noe it!!!

tis yr exams seem to very stressful cos all of us are trying to meet our targets...but some papers are quite challenging i tink.. hai.. nothing more i can do le.. lets hope for the best outcome ba..

NO more exams in my life again !!!..can start to plan for my S. Africa & Hongkong trip !!!gotta start packing my luggage le.. YEah... GSS is also here.. so lots of shopping to do and i dun mind spending the whole day shopping meeting friends for coffee,etc. that's life man !!! :)

meeting up wif jc frens tmr for bdae celeb(wb & nette)...so long din catch up wif them already. im planning to have a haircut for the new start of work life.. gota start looking for job soon... but have no idea what job i want yet...hmmmm...

2007-05-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

hopefully tomorrow will be better...i seems to have lost all my luck...LUCK! i need you! where have "u" all been to?..faster come back to me...

2007-05-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

everyone must be busy mugging now ba.. and mel is gg to end her exams soon.. so envious!!! argH .. when i haven even start on any of my papers..haha.. but my turn will come soon !!! dear is sad tt his exam ends 1 week later but it will soon be over Okay?? so dun think too much abt it & focus on studying!! jIayOu ~~~

few days ago, my bro met with accident..shock to hear a phone call so late but luckily nothing happen.. just tt his beloved car was smashed..haa.. E-braked le but still kissed the person's car and his is the onli car tt must be towed away..haha.. his fren din notice a car coming out of the lane so E-braked causing the car behind to E-brake too follwed by my bro !!! luckily no one is injured in the accident !!! drivers on the road must be careful of drivers tt cut out suddenly !!!safety 1st !!

gotta sleep le.. my chelsea lost .. and its a terrible defeat i think.. lucky i din watch it or else i will be sad sad..haha...

PS:hope that man utd lose too~ haha

2007-04-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday when i was on the train, an old lady in her 50s ran into the train and got herself sandwiched at the door!!!!! its so dramatic la... everyone was like frantically trying to stop the train immediately...and the woman screamed when she got caught & couldn't get out as she was afraid of the train tt was gg to move off...hai..after tt she acted as if nothing happen when she manage to breakfree with the help of some passengers....

couldnt understand why ppl want to rush into the train when the doors are already closing !!! sometimes i feel tt they deserve it. are they really in such a hurry???? but it was quite an exciting experience..luckily nothing happen to the lady... what a close shave for her.. guess she wouldnt dare try it again...

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found it quite condusive to study in sch on sundays..its so quiet & not crowded..

had a good dinner with dear & jingyou at Vivo..enjoying the sea breeze & chat alongside the sea with many stars in the sky & entertaining sentosa across.Surprisingly, there's fireworks too..haaa.. hope tt after we graduate still will have such gatherings..haha..hmmm..darling keep feeling tt the leaves are poking unto him(imagination running wild..haha)

wanted to queue for donuts but was alittle late thou when we wanted to leave..

vivomart sells relatively cheap beer according to the 2 guys..and an organic reduced fat milk(abt 250ml) with super cute cartoons cost $4.90!!!!!

was lost and went round singapore sightseeing instead with the 2 boys..haa.. but was quite enjoyable & guess they will not wan to go out wif me without a street directory le. haha... got a shock when i saw the humongous ferris wheel in front of me,as if its gg to crush onto me!!!! but the 2 of them also try to bluff their way thru horrrr.....haha...

tireddd.... had hot bath & feel so so so relax!!! aww~~going to watch my chelsea match--- JoHnnn TerrYy !!!! he's charming man !!! haha..OOpss..jy say 1st time he heard someone like such a small ka...haha

sweet dreams everyone...gotta work hard again mugging our books tmr...jiaYouuu !!!!

2007-04-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

its been long long time since i last posted anything on the blog..ahha.. lazy lehh..just had almost a week of uol revision..really draining..finally can catch a good night's sleep...

im really sorry to have made darling wait for me to wake up today cos suppose to go eat crystal jade dim sum..but as usual i woke up late today..OoPzzz..he almost died of hunger..haha

finally,we've decided on our holiday trip- HONGKONG!!!!it will definitely be a memorable & exciting holiday wif few frens..haha.. looking forward to shopping,mango dessert,milk-tea,wife biscuit,night mkts,lan kwai fong,many more....how nice if is June now..aww...

sometimes children can be more polite then adults..was driving tt day when a boy was walking in the middle of the road & i had to signal to him to stand aside and he's so polite that he said sorry & waved to say he's sorry abt it..i tink if its me,maybe i wouln't tink of waving back & say sorry and just hurried move aside tts all.

to all frens who are having upcoming exams....study hard & rest well too..hee...

2007-03-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

mock exams are finally over... now, its time to study for actual exams le..haha... lazing around at home these 2 days..hmm..

went out for dinner today & ate this BUTTER durian which cost $25 for just 1 durian..but reallyy YUMMYYYY....super good "meat"..haha... save $$ darling so i can bring u there next time...hahaaa....

2007-01-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

i finally found the "lost" bag.. all thanks to jo..hahaha **happy**

2007-01-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

today had been a sad day cos i couldn't get the bag i wanted...*regrets* haha.. but saw other similiar bags but none were as nice as the 1 i saw..haizz...cos i waited too long before deciding to buy it...but can save $60..saw 2 ppl carrying the bag tt i wan these few days.. irritating leHhh cos i couldn't get it!!! argh... :( waiting for darling to strike 4D then can buy for me..hahaa...

but did lots of shopping with jo on sat & today..hhaa... with the company of dearie too..haha... spend & spend..i cant go out wif jo or nette cos they always tempt me to buy things 1...haha....jo is easily tempted too i realise..haha...great shopping partner!!

went early to sch to do CF assignment & goodness its damn difficult la...gotta start studying for my prelims already or else tink im not gonna make it..OoPss.. friends ard me must also jia you okAy?

have been having headaches nowadays...wonder if there's smth wrong with my brain ???? better not think too much hor..hee rainy days are such nice weather to laze around in bed~~

********SweeT DrEams **********

2007-01-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

2007 - a brand new beginning

school life is coming to an end and most of us are going into the working world but there is 1 more last exam to take...no more exams already..but its still too early..hahaha...exam schedule is out already and so suai have 2 papers on the same day..hopefully will change after the final confirmation later on..but doubt so la....haiz...

had a great Christmas celebration last year with dearie...did some things that i never done before... simple & nice... had a great scenary viewing @ mt faber..hhaaa...new year celebration was great to have weihong back in singapore with his aus friends...his friends were a great company to be with...haa... thou they chatted lots abt their happy campus life in aus..**jealous jealous**guess lim san should also have already graduated now...

2006 has not been quite a smooh sailing year.. but guess everyone has grown from then..didn't really get to meet up with my jc friends but bet they are all doing fine enjoying uni life ..haha... stay happy & healthy in the new year & hope to meet up with u guys soon too...

i also must thank dearie for being with me all these while.. cos i can be quite hard to handle at times hor..hahaa.. lastly,to dear,things will get better this year..cheers~~

wishing everyone all the best in this year !!!!!!!

2006-12-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

i realised a lot of things about myself throughout these years of growing up..i like to sing a lot but i'm not gifted by a good voice..sometimes i like to play with my voice recorder and start to record some own singing, but i realised that everytime i playback to listen to it, it simply sucks..then i will think about something that years back when i'm in primary school days, my music teacher condemned me that she once told me :"i don't think u should pursue music, u can't even grasp the technique of playing a recorder properly..."... that time didn't realise that actually i quite like music, so i never really being bothered by her words..but as years goes by, i realise actually i quite like music and regret never really take efforts to learn at least 1 music instrument by hard..priority to piano,drums,guitar etc..and maybe from young i should take up proper music lessons..but as i said, if i'm not gifted, then maybe no matter how hard i learn, i may not succeed..other than this, i realised that i have many regrets in life which i can't really determine or have control over it, for example, i would like to be taller, but i can't decide whether how tall i can be what..i like to be attractive, but again i don't have a handsome face and i also cannot decide how good-looking i want myself to be, i'm borned with this face and stuck with it forever bah...too many things unsatisfactory for me to say, the list is too long..i'm lazy by nature..i'm a time waster..good-for-nothing usually is used to describe rich shao ye, borned with a golden spoon in the mouth, only need to spend money throughout his life..so to put it short, i'm worse, i'm a good-for-nothing poor guy...haha

2006-11-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

went ikea tampines grand opening today..1st impression sux..this is the 2nd consecutive grand opening that i had went,the 1st is vivocity & now ikea tampines..free shuttle bus was provided at certain locations, me & my bro went to woodlands then to find out that the next timing for the bus is at 3.15pm & it was just 2.20pm then..kns..then yan was already on her way to sengkang for her nearest shuttle..me then decide to take train back to yishun to catch the 3pm shuttle..took train here & there was a hassle & waste of money..(people,public transport expenses is super exp lo)..after we reached yishun,my bro wanted to go to his workplace to tell his supervisor that he will be late for work later (he got work at 6pm but the free shuttle from ikea tampines back to yishun was at 5.40pm)..after which we went back to the spot to wait for the shuttle just to find out that the "queue" became unbelievable so much longer than 5mins ago..i was like wtf..typical singaporeans..then when the bus came, people were all rushing to the doors lo, then wth did they bothered about queueing in the first place,disgusting people and aunties were pushing and squeezing to get through the pathetic small bus door, as usual i just took my time to go up and ended up standing all the way near the door..i felt so disgusted by the typical kiasuism in people and then decided to take out my hp to take video of the chaotic scene..reached ikea about 3.30pm then waste no time tried to look for the entrance, and guess what, the so-called entrance was blocked by gates and we were told to walk to the other end (which supposely was the car-park), and even have to queue up to go in ikea, actually the showrooms were quite similar to queensway ikea, walked with the crowds and dear managed to buy some items mainly for herself (a full-length mirror) , her bro (a plastic box) and her mum (a vase), my bro also decided to buy himself a mirror ($9.90 only), super cheap...and i ended up helping my bro carry the mirror home because he went to work directly..then i said a very stupid thing to dear, saying that i looked like i'm holding on to a surfboard (because i hold the full-length mirror horizontally)..*puke*..

2006-11-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since we last blog..went settler's cafe at holland v today, played several boardgames and it was fun..leisure cum relax..but the place is rather small & kinda squeezy..but it's cheap though...$6 for 4 hours and free-flow drinks..considered a good deal..been broke as usual these period..

2006-09-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hokkaido trip (280706 to 030806)

it was a relaxing trip to hokkaido...and i miss the Tomita farm & the cheap drugs stores they have there!!!!! but not much shopping available thou...wasted..haaaa..the Melons ,lavender,seafood there are really Fantastic!!!! hmmm... tried the Hotsprings every night there..hahhaa... sHioKkzzz (:weird thing is i nv eat any sushi at all...haahaa...am i in japan??? hee~

SAPPORO BEER !!!!!!

ICE PAVILLION (-20 degrees)

SEAFOOD MARKET

LAVENDER FLAVOUR ICE-CREAM..yummy~~

FRESH SALMON & SQUID by the coast of Pacific Ocean

**** Lavender farm *****

[ FLOWERS OF TOMITA FARM ]

ICE-CREAMs ^_^

My BirThday CelbrAtion - Sushi Tei

thanks for all friends who made it for my birthday.thou we waited quite long to get a seat & some were starting to starve...hahha.. esp boon.. hope tt the meal was good. haha.special guest appearance by Xiaoyun & surprise cake. erm... first time blowing lighter in replacement for candles...haha.thanks for the pressie too :) thou was a short gathering but was an enjoyable 1.

was realli touched that my dad actually SMS me "Happy Birthday" early in the morning tt day but i din receive it till he told me that he actualli SMS me for the 1st time in my life !!!! cos he pressed one number wrongly accidentally. luckily was home15mins before 12am to celebrate with my family. quite ironic & funny to have my uncle & aunt who happen to come over to sing birthday song for mi...hhahahaa.... was one memorable day !!! thanks for making my day!!!!!

2006-07-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

i hate my work at sgh.. realli regret signing the contract!!!! haizz... but there's no turning back already.. hopefully my days at sgh will be better...haiiiii

anyway i tink i've really neglected dear..so sorrie..cos im in no mood at all to do anything cos of my boring sian life at work everyday.. forgive me k..haha... will try to spend more time with u..:)

but im really looking forward to my HOKKAIDO trip...YEahHhhhh!!!!! Bet it will be FUN... haven been on a trip with Mel for quite long.. so tink its time to enjoy our cousin holiday trip..haha...but cant go with dear...*reGrets*

we must make sure we will make time & chance together to go overseas k..earn more $$ now 1st..haha.. so we can go somewhere further for holiday~~ haha...

wish me good luck to returning to my horrible work place... ArgHh...the onli comfort is i have eunice to acc me for lunch..haha.. and NEL..ahha

2006-06-23T10:37:00.000+08:00

i used to describe life is like a rpg game..however the biggest difference is that in life,we have no "save point" where we can "save" up our game and playback or reset to play again if we played the game wrongly..in life,we cannot afford to make wrong decisions, and the stakes are too big at times..even if i felt regretted about my "way" of playing this game, lao tian ye din't want to give me a single chance to redeem myself..he left me with no choice and push me to a dead end..i'm not greedy this time round, i just want to take back what's belonging to me..that's all..nothing more..

2006-06-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

today i have the most unimpressive feeling and borest feeling of my so-called special day of the year so far for 23 years,humans are greedy and practical creatures and often they will not be satisfied easily (i'm human too),they want more,i'm not a bit happy about today,at times i feel i'm feeling more down than other days,been sick for the past 2 weeks ever since before my final paper til now haven't recover yet,been sleeping for 3/5 of the day,keep lying on bed to get past time, and finally decided to wake up around 2pm,had a mini-celeb with dar with a cake she bought for me at sweet secrets,i can't eat with my busted throat,my throat is like the ozone layer ( feels like there's a big hole),surprisely there's a total of 11 people who remembered my bday (such an insignificant day),the most ironic part is that none of my family members remember today is my bday,but i guess it's normal for a family like mine...last but not least thanks to those 11 people, namely yanran aka darling,jingyou aka jy xiao zi,lynette aka nette,eunice aka xiong di,weiboon aka keith tan,hanwen,qiuhui aka xiaomei,joanna aka ah jo,shiling,sihui aka de great,lizhe aka lizard...greatly appreciated..thanks~

2006-06-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel that things people say now may not always be the same when time passes.people think that they will be able to do what they preach but in fact when a real-life scenario happens it may not be the same as what u tink u will do.

people do change after awhile... it is how u look at it that matters.beautiful?Ugly? all depends on individual's perceptions of things....i tink i've grown to feel that everyone has their own life & they are responsible for themselves & need not care how people look at them.. so if you're someone who thinks that ur frens are drifting away from you,u just need to ask if u're happy NOT ur whether they are happy anot!!!!

it maybe a selfish thought but people onli live once and live life to ur fullest & happiest.that's the true you!!

sometimes when u tink that the person u feel close to will feel the same as you do but it may not be so especially with guys.people who do not reciprocate are true losers cos they are not aware of people who care for them sincerely.even thou it may be silent but it doesnt mean its not there..so dun feel upset when u're not reciprocated,there will always be someone else who will cherish you!!! hahaaaa...

2006-05-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

stressful period & im still slacking when everyone ard me are mugging hard!!! haizzz....

sometimes i really dread having a long break in between exam dates cos it makes me feel that i've endless stuff that i have not yet covered!! arGhhh... how i wish today is 12/6/06 everyone i noe are free from exam stress...

hopefully tmr i will have great strength & determination to study!!! bless me.. haha... **gonKzzz**

2006-04-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

its been a tiring 3 days & i have 2 more days of revision lessons to attend!!!! **drained**
finally had the same HRM class with dear already in the whole year!! all because of his IR..haha...the hrm lecturer had bad hair day!!! split second i felt that she looks like a madwoman.dear & jingyou were saying that she "self-high"..Geez...

our predictions for hrm exam:

phsychological contract
job redesign
ocb

hopefully it comes out in the finals cos she stress so much on it..haha...

sweet dreams to all.......

2006-04-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

2006-04-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

had a fun day yesterday playing table-tennis with sl & lq..haha..alittle workout after long time..YuPs...tot today will be aching everywhere but..unexpectedly it did not..PhEwws~~

something funny happened today.was driving & suddenly someone is tailgating me!! later he high-beamed me...actually thought he wanted to overtake me..so i just let him overtake lo.. moved in to another lane..but he followed suit. ARgH~~ playing games with me lehhh..haha.. drove pass him & he actually waved at me!!!! OmG!!! must concentrate on driving ya(safety first)..so din look directly at him.onli saw him waving frm the side mirror..haha.. later then i found out its actually my bro's friend!! dUhhh....so coincidental..but its a good experiecnce..Hee~~

going to have a long day of revision(poa) tmr..**__yawns__**

2006-04-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i update...haha.... just revamped my room alittle.. it look very spacious now yEa??

********* my own corner *********

actually plan to study but end up doing some "inefficient" stuff as usual..haha... dear end up having a drawing lesson instead!!!! presenting dear's art pieces....

this is the 1st piece of artwork from dear!! we've got the MooMoo, Mr sNooPy(my faVE), my name,suPerwo(man), my flower-poT,TVman,scarfie,my heartshape,kisses,timebomb,etc...haha...

i like the snoopy the best!!! tink dear have a talent for drawing lehhh.... haha...

(the WANTED WEIJIE is drawn by me!!! great artist yanran~)

2006-03-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

Weijie's official bankruptcy date: 26th March 2006
I declared bankrupt today. Totally defeated.
Officially broke.
Leave me alone. I just wanna be alone.
Weijie rest in peace.

2006-03-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

How i wish this week has never happened at all in my life.
It's the toughest week of my life.
Worst week so far in 22 years.
Been on a losing streak for around 10 consecutive games.
Newton's 3rd Law of Motion acted on me. For every action, there's a same and opposite reaction. And so whatever match i bought, indeed the opposite team will win or i simply won't win in any ways.
It has been a cruel week for me and i suffer quite a lot. Lots of grievances.
Humans are indeed just ordinary people, we can't win our destiny nor can we defeat fate.
Face it, this is life.
But life goes on, rich or poor, happy or sad, we still live our life.
I miss Luck a lot.
Hope that Luck will befall onto me from this moment onwards til forever.

2006-03-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

1 more thing forgot to say. I also want to say sorry to my gf because i don't even know that she don't like to eat hot beancurd.

2006-03-20T17:12:00.000+08:00

Don't really know why but i just wanna ask sorry to jy,ben & liansoon for disturbing their studying. (Really mean it guys, just an apology for jioing u all mj whereby we all should be working hard studying for final exams). Suddenly feel guilty and full of thoughts (maybe due to a whole day of hu si luan xiang). All 3 of them replied me the same thing, saying that they are studying and i indeed should feel ashamed. Last time i used to talk to jy about my xin shi, but i realised i don't have the courage to say anymore. I tend to hide from my problems nowadays. I try to avoid and don't face up to my problems. Another thing may be i feel that i should not bother jy about my problems because everyone has their own problems. But i realised jy has changed. Can't really say is turned for better or worse, just feel that he's different from the jy i knew more than a year ago. That's normal i guess. Anyway bro, thanks for being there for me to listen to my crapping and bullshit all these while.

2006-03-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

Life is so unpredictable. 1 second she can be that nice to you, the other second, things turned nasty. This implies to daily life as well. Today was one, my mum was very ill. I guess this is the 1st time in 22years that i've seen her looked so pale and unwell. She was fine early in the morning when i just woke up. I even spoke to her and she looked so normal. Then few hours later my dad called back said mum is already on the way back(because she went work at usual), she kept vomiting. So i waited at the door for her returned. The 1st moment i saw her, she was a different person from the mum i saw this morning. She definitely looked weak and was in cold sweat. I touched her forehead and realised it's indeed very cold. i asked her whether she wants to see doctor and i will go downstairs to take the queue for her, but she insist that she wanted to have a rest 1st and decide later whether she wants to go to the clinic. Eventually i still accompany her to the clinic in the afternoon as she still feel very unwell. Hopefully she will recover asap. I guess life is fragile too. Never take things for granted, where i can disappear just like that. I may just vanished and gone forever.

2006-03-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

Just a chorus of a song i'm listening to now:

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

2006-03-20T10:36:00.000+08:00

I feel like an understudy waiting in the wings, but not to worry - i'm sure my time in the spotlight will soon be here. Meanwhile, i shall study my lines and make preparations so that i can really knock 'em dead.

2006-03-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

i miss my dEarIe, My tV, My bEd, My aIr-cOn(too cold in my grandma's place)....haha

spent the last 2 days at my grandma place in M'sia... finally everything is settled and im glad everything was good !! eventhough there maybe many rituals to go through but i think its all worth it cos its all for my grandparents. hope that they will find a better life in the other world.get to meet up with my other cousins ever since cny... of course,lots of updates here & there.. was quite fun too...its a good place to stay in for some quite moments.

today i experience that "lang lai le" story is very true. when someone does something wrong time & again..no one will believe that he is not the culprit when something happen.of course its not up to me to interfere.so ppl,take it as a reference & never commit such a mistake.

2006-03-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

one of the luckiest thing on earth befall upon dear today ...

2006-03-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

how i wish i am Bill Gate's son...think my only few problems is being careful of being kidnapped and must trouble over how to spend Bill Gate's wealth...i guess rich people have lesser problems,and even if have more problems, i rather choose to be rich...

2006-03-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

i don't want to go for exams...
i don't want to study my life away...
i don't want to gossip with people...
i don't want to be troubled by tiny gritty things...
i don't want to be so mean & demanding....
i don't want to think about anything...

i just want a simple life...
i just want to do nothing & sit down at cb to chill out in the afternoons...
i just want to travel around the world to see beautiful things & people...

eventhough i know its difficult to enjoy a simple life..i will try to achieve it.. BUT who knows when im able to do so????

2006-03-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

im really tired...facing all sorts of problems that are happening around me...every years,months,weeks,days,hours,seconds,basically every moments...problems arise out of no where,so unexpectedly that i don't know how to handle them anymore...things are getting out of hand,and my poor run of luck continues...i thought my luck turn for better after i finally got my refund back,but it proves me wrong...i had a great "fall" again...today is 1 of the worst day(considering on weekly basis)...had a full-day of exam from morn til evening already squeeze me dry with no energy to walk,talk and think...followed by a series of unfortunate events (long story,lazy to type)...i guess is easier to talk to a blog rather than to find people to listen to my complains and LO-SOness...compared to last year's mock,i made tremendous efforts to study for my mock papers,but it din turn out the way i want it to be,simple words=i simply fluke my papers...i'm damn dulan with myself for cf because i even forgot the most basics...then after cf paper still have to take hrm, whereby i already very tired and have no mood at all...so after i received the question paper,i decided to sleep for 15mins before i start writing...i wrote at super sonic speed and finished by 4pm and left the hall...i thought this is the end of the day,but actually is the start of the day (refering to unluckyness)...i'm just too bothered with too many problems arising around me...every moment is like a problem-solving session where i have to brain-storm all by myself to try to solve every problem using the best possible method...sounds challenging ar? u all better pray hard don't end up like me and don't have anything similar to me in this way...2006 simply sux for me big time round...i hate 2006!!!

2006-03-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

my brain is exhausted after these few days of mugging...this period of the year feel so monotonous...every day is so similar and i feel that i'm living everyday the same way...nothing special about my life...ironic life...perhaps i'm old le,forgets easily whatever i've studied...can't seems to drill the stuffs into my peanut brain...the only consolation is that this is just a mock exam (won't be counted anyway)...so maybe i just can't be bothered...but the feeling sux when u know people around u have all studied a lot (or more than u do), then u will either strive harder or be de-moralised and slack somemore...luckily (for me only, to some others, it is unfortunately) usually when it comes to exams, i don't really mind if i got lower marks or lousier results than people around me as long as i know i've got the results i want can le...as the saying goes: Ren Bi Ren,Qi Si Ren...but i really want dar to get good marks, because she really deserves good marks...she studied very hard and put in lots of efforts for exams, but she have no luck (due to poor planning of the exams timetable that makes her disadvantage in the exams)...so the both of us needs luck to be blessed upon us til we die...whahaha...

2006-03-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

tiring day once again...cover a lot of walking distance (walk all over orchard road)...go sch meet dear and went town with jo and nette, go lucky plaza makan (the foodcourt's food is exp)...then shop for my slippers and see if there's any nice clothings (long time never buy clothes)...went over to taka to find kenneth who is working at Guess, woo...i'm impressed, he sure looked yandao in Guess attire...but i can understand that working in sales line can be damn boring...he looked tired (just like me feeling tired always when at work)...then we continue to shop for stuffs as the gals are looking for bags...in the meantime also waiting for boon to meet us (he's wols man)...always seems like a busy guy (duno busy with what)...boon dressed quite cool as well and he's aiming for many stuffs to buy (as i said, he's made of money)...but he claims that he's NOT, because he's made of CASH instead...what can i say,he's damn freaking rich...anyway "good" for him as he's going to be "jobless" soon (i guess he rather be "jobless")...i realised the stuffs boon's aiming are all "skater-boy theme"...what he lack is a skateboard to make him complete...and not to forget,must match with boxers...haha...i don't understand why must spend $16 to cut his this hairstyle now, i can cut for him for less than $10...walk non-stop for like few hours til around 7+ then we ciao liao...going home for dinner...too bad my mum already booked me for dinner, if not will stay to eat with them...overall it's really nice to have their company as always...take care~

2006-03-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

smiley face~ (artwork by darling)

2006-03-02T19:34:00.001+08:00

Lyrics of a song i'm listening to now:

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby

Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame

I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

2006-03-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

this early morning went back to Lim Chu Kang Camp II for mobilisation brief...hai...it's a total waste of time...somemore early in the morning travel so far, reached there ard 7:45am...actually wanted to jio zhiguang (childhood friend) for breakfast at the canteen (so qiao he same camp as me but different squadron)...but msg him at 7+ then he 9+ then reply,i already wanted to go home liao, so in the end also never meet up...the stupid brief ended at ard 9:40am, after that can go liao...waste my time sia...ns simply sux...waste all the guys' time in their life...after that headed straight home (the air in the camp is "polluted")...saw lots of familiar faces during the brief, all the people who serve together during that period seems to become strangers le...that's reality...face it people...1 more shit thing about this whole piece of shit is that i was told that we're suppose to prepare our fieldpack and compulsory to bring along fieldpack during mobilisation (where last time we only need to go back in uniform to scan our 11B only)...now so troublesome...and my fieldpack items think MIA le...this total thingy just sux to the core...

2006-03-02T16:35:00.000+08:00

went to town to buy my crumpler bag today...tiring...the stupid crumpler online haven't refund me my money, have been waiting for the refund for almost 2 weeks!!! to all:not reccomended to buy crumpler online, not reliable, i'm one poor victim...money deducted from my account le,then tell me out of stock,so will cancel the transaction and refund me my money...kaoz!!! since then i have been waiting for my refund money til today have not received...scare my money is cheated...money cheated is small problem, but being cheated and treated like a fool is big problem for me!!! today got big news...mum just told me she got "insider information" that my dad may be going in my uncle's place to Papua New Guinea (should be somewhere in New Zealand) for 3 months!!! because my aunt got "stones" growing in her stomach and she needs to go for operation, so my uncle has to stay in Singapore to take care of the children and my aunt...so i guess my dad also have no choice...i was taken aback for awhile because i don't really know it's a good news or bad news to me...feeling tired and sian...my face sux!!!

2006-02-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

it has been 3 days... tot it was over today BUT..haiiii... its all the chicKen wings fault!!!!! onli me & wj ate the chicken wings & we 2 end up having stomach ache...hhaha... visit the toilet dunno how mani times already for the 3 days!!! **arGh** promise i will go see the doc if i'm still not well... :(

2006-02-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

i noe it has been a tiring,disappointing,frustrating 3 days settling ur checkups.. but its over for now.. let things settle down by itself...i noe now u are feeling very suay over these incidents.. i believe that suayness will go away fast *sHoOo*dun feel so upset over it can?? i also feel sad also.. haizzz...chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi! cHeer Up,dEarie~~i believe good things will definitely come ur way soon!!! as for the money problem, we'll try to solve it together ok??always know that i'll be there for u...

today i crashed CF..haha... so scared that the admin ppl will check !! im such a gOod girl for the year & dun wan suay suay get caught at this time of the yr..hhaa... the lecturer keep looking at me & i siam & siam & siam his eye contact..hahha....not bad leh... im quite attentive( learned: CAPM,what value of equity & debt...) haha... but i think its tough leHH... wonder if i should take Cf in yr 3..haha...cos quite analytical i tink..maybe im wrong..i dunno... haha...

hope that everything will go smooothly for dear....spend more time with my books....dun friend my fridge....make s'pore time into usa's time...and visit my dreamland only when i need it & not when i miss it..haHaaaaa

2006-02-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

predicted this weekend's 4D will open 7225 & 6933...good luck to all...

2006-02-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

as predicted, today is just another bad and suay day...nothing good has happened today...don't wanna talk too much about it...bless me luck...

2006-02-24T09:09:00.000+08:00

this morning after i woke up,i simply feel that it's gonna be a bad day again as i'm starting to lose morale and confidence in life...don't feel like doing anything and just slack around waiting for time to pass me by...then i decided not to let myself down by gg to "hint" my mum whether she wanna share my burden by subsidising half of my specialist fees (which i have discuss with her before,but she never give me an answer)...so i walk to her and ask her in a quite direct manner...and as usual she say she's broke.have no money,no savings, and most sadly is she admit she is a super addictive gambler and has spend most of her money on 4D,Toto and etc...so i started to feel pissed off because i simply cannot tolerate such attitude whereby can spend money on gambling but cannot spend money on me gg to see doctors, i mean,what kind of thinking is this...i really cannot understand and i don't want to understand...then she start to say how about she pay $100? (total fees is $400 dude!) And i start to think:"kaoz...i'm just an ordinary jobless full-time student with no income and no pocket-money at all!!! wtf is this!!! u as my mum never even give me pocket-money for so many years le also nvm,i never really go and bother about this, but now i got health problems and u expect me to pay $300 all by myself?!?"...somemore she thinks that this is a supermarket meh...still can bargain with me say can pay $100 instead anot...aiya anyway i'm getting impatient about this whole thing and towards life...hope my parents won't regret their decision to treat me now like this down the road in 10 years time...my life has been getting worse and worse...i'm getting more suay day-by-day, so i learn not to expect too much out of life...exams coming and if u were me,do u think u have the mood to study anymore? no money=no study (because its a fact that if u don't pay up money to the school,how will they let u continue to study)...nobody understand this point...keep on saying what money is not an issue,whereby its so clear that money IS really an issue...i'm so so tired...

2006-02-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

damn it! pls pardon me for being so crude...my mood simply unstable & fed-up with those so-called ethical doctors...that irresponsible doctor who i went to is unreasonably f**k up...trying to shrink responsibility by closing my case as soon as he can't find out what's actually wrong with me...what kind of f**k up doctor is this u tell me!!! and worst i paid $400 & waste 2 days of my time to go to see this stupid doctor...when he can't find out what's wrong with me, he said :"so u don't need to come and see me anymore because i've done all the tests and that's nothing much more for me to do." deep-down inside my heart i just felt utterly disappointed in doctors...but everything is not over until i received the full report of my test and went back to endorse with the MO. Hopefully can settled everything by next week because really no time for such rubbish thingy...Thanks alot to dear for being there for me all this while...she's so ke lian...sick le still accompany me to take my test and waited like 1 hour for me to finish everything...the attitude i get from the stupid doc is simply irritating...i don't even want to hear anything from him towards the end...let him talk and i simply f**k care...turn my back and walk away...hopefully when i go back to see the MO,i can get a good kind-hearted MO who is willing to be more concern about his patient...then it will change my impression of MOs...advise to all:if u all want to go see specialists, don't go for younger ones...because they are smart alecks and thought that they themselves very li hai...this is what i call ren li hai jiu hao,bu yao jia li hai...if got money also don't give them earn la...they cannot make it...

2006-02-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

u won't understand that its even more upset to know the fact that actually my parents will think that money is more important than my health...an hour ago,just called the hospital medical referral centre hotline & enquiry their recommendations of specialist whom best suits me...& the lady told me that actually in my case i need to consult 2 different specialists...wtf...seeing 1 specialist already will make me broke & now is recommended to see 2!!! hai~ anyway that's the beginning of my agony only...& so i ask about the estimated costs & was told that consultation fees alone will cost me $100 - $180...although expected but still feel very sian...so i haven't decide whether when to book my medical appointment yet...we shall wait & see bah...then suddenly i feel that i ought to let my mum knows...at least she's that more understanding type & can share my burden,in terms of mentally & of course financially!!!...hai...guess what my mum is more worried about? nevertheless her 1st question is not asking about my health & so on,she sounded abit not so enthu & concern about me and start to "po leng shui"...then questioned me about the money issue,saying that my dad will sure be angry if he was to know that i want to spend money to go & see specialist for treatment...HAI~ what more can i say...i just say back if "you got the whole money in the world but no life to spend,also no use what"..."health is more important"...she diam diam...actually i know that is not she don't approve or support me to go,is just that she feel that all these is "extra" spending that noones wish for (of course including me i also don't want to spend 1,is just that i want to once and for all settle all this shit!)...after all these rubbish...i'm in a dilemma now...wondering should i or should i not go for this specialist thingy...dampens my mood...my DOWNs just keep on coming & i feel that i'm in a bottomless pit...keep on falling & falling deeper...to all:those people with no luck (like me)...try not to gamble la...just lost $55 in only 5 matches...i'm simply a luckless guy...

2006-02-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

its rather upset hearing that all the kindness is actually a kind of "unkindness".wonders~

i admit that im feeling disappointed but i will get over it soon.. i know the difficulties & stress you're facing now & im also stressed up with exams & revision(which i did not do much at this crucial time)and i feel that its time both of us start our revision.

i never thought of asking you to change who you are & i love the way you are. however,girls are always girls!! sometimes a guy still has to do smth sweet for the girl.

anyway,today i had a pleasant steamboat with my family!! (",)enjoy such moments where everyone is ard to share their "stories".All the best to weihong & enjoy life in australia ya!!but not forgetting to study hard wOr~haha....

2006-02-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

time to write something before soccer match starts at 11pm...just lost $5 on that stupid man utd match...its a poor overall perfermance by man utd which cost my $5...its not the money that i lost,its about the way man utd play lets me feel not worthwhile to "invest" that $5 & waste my time sitting down there to watch that entire match...anyway nvm i still got another "investment" on the 11pm game...hopefully can win some money so that to snowball to enough money to buy present for dear...she has been feeling disappointed in me nowadays and im so sorry that i can't change the fact that who i am...hopefully she loves me for who i am...think everyone has their ups n downs bah,n obviously i am having my DOWNs now...rough time for me these period as i faced lots n lots n tons n tons of pressure n stress...need to settle ippt by june (simply sux...pass ippt also no money to take n yet have to take)...exams coming n i still haven't start revising (always say no mood yet)...sometimes i really wonder isit really true that im that last-min studying type? financial crisis is pushing me towards a dead end...i'm not bankrupt,but i can predict my money won't last me more than a year...if birthday wishes will come true,then i must be greedier this coming june so as to make as many wishes as possible...(by wj)

2006-02-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

After Nightfall & Dinner...(Full Full!!)

2006-02-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

Before Sunset & Dinner...(Hungry~)

2006-02-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

V-day 2006~
Our lovely dinner on the beach~

...Sea-view...feel the breeze...sunset...
Clear blue sky...sound of waves...sand...
Seagulls...

2006-02-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

Her Valentine's Card to me~ (isn't it nice...it's magnet card)

2006-02-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

My Valentine's Card to her~ (Self-Made)

2006-02-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

hAppY vALenTiNe's dAy tO dEar~ wish everyone in the world will be happy & xin fu...(by wj)

2006-02-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

finally waited for lunar 15th to past...becoz i've been wanting to cut my disgusting hair away (my hair reminds me of stupid ME during src camp!)...haha...dear's mum strongly oppose to me cutting hair during the 15 days...so i wait & wait & finally i did it...very determine to go & have it cut today...ao after sch accompany dear & friends (all fighting "war" in the library) to settle their eREV thingy 1st & then had a late lunch in the canteen with the big group...me,dear,jingyou xiaozi,eunice xiongdi,jo,xiaomei & lyn"nerd" (quoted by me but inspired by weiboon~)...7 ppl altogether...it's been a long long time since all of us get together n sit down to have a decent meal...hard to have such a gathering nowadays...enjoyable meal with the company~ xiaomei got this cute ntu water-bottle placing on the table n it tempt me to get my nalgene water-bottle asap...have been waiting to go n buy it,but lazy to juz make a trip down to get it,so wait til i by chance walk past the shop bah...went all the way down to hougang to cut my hair,not very satisfied but overall it's "OK La~" anyway hair will grow back 1...suan le la...my hair like always looked the same no matter how i cut it (...no much difference...but still hope tmr will have positive comments...lol...die-ed la...i still haven't decide what v-day present to buy for dear n hope she won't be angry (but i think hard la)...no money is a big issue...hehe but she sure say then y got money want to buy crumpler bag...anyway i haven't decide i want to buy bcoz my taste change so rapidly til i myself also canot take it...another frustrating thing is the fee of $210 that i need to pay to go for revision class...makes me feel so xin bu gan,qing bu yuan...$210 can buy alot of things u know?!?! n btw for those who duno,the $210 is i pay myself 1,from my own savings 1,those ppl whose parent is paying for them,can u all feel my agony n feel the pinch? i'm so envy of u all...hai...i wrote so much le ar...then next time then tell u all more...take care...eh next time u all read the entries dont be confused k,from this entry onwards,behind the last word will indicate written (by wj) or (by yan) ...(by wj)

2006-02-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

hai...poor me...my mouth is full of ulcers!!! damn irritating...i feel my whole mouth is swollen n bloated...haven't been so tong ku for some time le...actually i deserved it sia...eating so many new year goodies over the past 1 week & ppl who knows me actually will know tat i seldom drink water tat's y it worsen...hopefully can feel better by tmr (eat xian dan oso won't so fast recover la)...haha...anyway juz now manage to do some reading up on friends' blog & was reading boon's journal...haha...duno y i suddenly see flashes n memories of the old me...realised tat he had an adventurous thinking too...like to try out new things as what i did in the past...(all those "bad" things lo)...lol...maybe boon n me do share some similarites sia...but of course he's more yandao than me,taller than me,runs faster n further than me,swims better than me,tanner than me...etc...all better than me...keke...& kenneth's birthday is coming this sunday...hehe...can drink to my hearts' content...but sian monday got morning class so cannot play to the max...hope he likes his present n MUST appreciate it becoz we went several places (one end to another) juz to try to find the best for him...then cause us to be late for mahjong session!!! whahaha...although lost money but overall its fun to have such a gathering reqularly...

2006-02-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

Oh ya.. to update the previous post..there's another person other than jingyou to be offered in "high regards" - weiboon....haha.. thanks to all ur suan-ing huh!!
haha...

2006-02-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

after so long im finally posting...its all cos of the new year season!!

had mani house visits & gambling sessions of course..its tiring to go on so mani hse visits i realised

but recently my new fancy-MAHJONG !! haha.. yest had a mahjong session at ken's hse with dear,nette & boon...interesting~ guess afew more sessions i'll aquire the skills better. all begginers except maybe dear & ken..who finds nette,boon & me slow..haha...

now guess its time to get back to my books...haiz.. mock is comin soon !!! and im dead.... pls grant me perseverance ,mood & intelligence !!!!! i need it badly..*pOOr mE*

2006-01-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy...its been awhile since i wrote on you!!! haha...

chinese new year is just round the corner...

its the year of DOG...

i wish to ......

1.be happy
2.stay healthy
3.have lots of money
4.good grades
5.have a very good relationship with my darling (for those who do not have 1..hurry go look out for ur own romance)
6.have a car
7.buy lots of clothes,accessories,shoes,manicures & pedicures... (with the consent of my dear dear)

please grant me my wishes, mr bloggy (",)

2006-01-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

i had my hair hightlighted RED !!!! haha...

2006-01-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went shopping with dear,eunice, nette & jingyou. was quite good thou it was rainy rainy rainy!! shopped the whole day but i did not get to buy a single thing at all !!!! drEAds~shop till our legs,back,shoulders all pain pain!! haha.. but girls are girls after all RiGht???

poOR deAr dEAr... stomach pain & not feeling well the whole day..so sorry did not accompany u home yest. you must be feeling realli terrible that time rite...im so sorry..not considerate enuff...haiZ! i promise i will do better the next time k...haha.. shoppING !!!

+ gaStRIc + OMG... how can it be so so serious!!! thought it was just some hungry or simple tummy ache but wasn't ?!?! hopefully my deaR can regain his health fast... so stop eating all the oily, fried, sour, spicy food OK ?? and most importantly,eat your meals regularly HOr hoR hoR!!

2006-01-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

6th-8th january 2006

just came back from Genting.. the weather there was super Foggy!!! the worst i've seen.imagine u cant see what's 3m ahead of u & the uncle was driving quite fast..Phew!! lucky the uncle quite zai...haha...

like the other time to KL, we seat comfortable seats to Genting but not as comfortable as 5 star's bus..(",)

overall, we really had a great time @ the CASINO..haha...dear dear is 'hooked' to the casino..haha.. but he really won quite abit hor.. played mani mani games(eg. baccarate,roulette,pontoon,3 card)spend long hrs no day no night at the casino ...

did some shopping,BUt not enuff !!! didn't have the time to go play snowworld..wasted!!

grAndma & my mum...

= 2 shuAi ge posing with my grAndma =

my aunT & me.. dont we look alike??

mE !!!!

deArie & my gRandma

2006-01-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

me & my Grandma

!!!!! HappY nEw yEAr !!!!!

me & my mUm !!!

me & dearie @ the hotel room

weihong & dear @ the hotel room

2006-01-10T08:52:00.000+08:00

cOunTdOWn 2005~

2006-01-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

bye to yr 2005 !!!!

its a brand new start for everyone... had a great celebration @ Esplanade with really beautiful fireworks that lasted for 15 mins..but wat a pity we did not get a nice view cos we went there at 10.30pm.bought some drinks and had a mini-celebration in our own world haha..the atmosphere was realli quite HIGH!!! bet everyone there at the celebration enjoyed themselves...Hope that dear's,ken's,boon's,nette's & my wishes will all come true ya??

before that accompanied my mum to the Fiesta for some fun.. not bad afterall..

Wishlist 2006

1. To be happy every day

2. 49

3. spend more time with my family & friends

4. get my kisses everyday frm dear !!!

5. good results

6. spend every single day fruitfully

7. more money & holidays..haha

8. watch less tv

2005-12-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

chRistmas day is over so soon... of course before that was at chalet with friends to celeb shiling's 21st birthday!! finally turned into a fair lady..haha...*wonders*

23.12.05

was quite fun thou with all the bbq & chit-chat...dear dear keep asking ppl to drink BEER..naughty~ poor lq had to "guard" the door..haa.. quite fun afterall... and had a poker card games in the middle of the nights... but ken keep winning all our $$ till boon & i joined forces still lose!!! haizz....

the pillows at chalet are so lousy.. din have a gd night sleep... eunice too.. poor darling had lots of air in his stomach.. saYang!!...BK breakfast..

*secrets*

24.12.05

went to nette's hse for christmas party... was quite fun doing all the grocery shopping & preparing the food for steamboat & bbq again (but not the hot hot type +all the standing)... ken again had the whole hse done up beautifully with lightings..haha... bought red wine but boon said was not nice as expected...nvm, try some nicer ones next yr.. lingling,jinie,isen,xiangning,jo miss out the fun but hopefully u guys also had a great night..haha... esp ss & eunice.. romantic dinner..hOr~

29.12.05

exams timetable is out already!!! wat a lousy timetable i had... HRM & MKTG falls on the same day!!! im so dead.... haiii.... dears mock also have coinciding papers....lousy planning of uol...

decided to go on a GENTING trip..yeah... good deal with my mum & aunties &amp;amp; weihong & most importantly also with my dearie..haha... will be fun!! all going to the casino to make Big moNey!!! yeahhh... cant wait to go there... but i will have to crash/skip mktg lect....stil trying to find a way...haha...9 more days to go...

2005-12-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

hi dearie.. this is the very first blog post ever in my life !! *wOnders*all along u kinda of like the idea of posting for each other and i also like it too but just didn't set ourselves on doing it..sOoo im starting it & u have to help mi by posting smth for each other,OK?

****EXCITED****

haha.. but now i think that it is really really very very hard to actally set up a blog!!!!! cos im realli so lousy wif the computer...and i dun understand the language at all.. NOTHING AT ALL... oHhh who can save Me??? i feel like im living in VENUS.... so i think it will really be so so boring~~~ hai...

huBby, we've been thru so much in our relationship & im really sure that i've given u lots of headaches and OF course LAUGHTERS too.. im not always so bad one rite.. haha.. i can also be very obedient & nice to you..hee~~

but 1 year can be real long i think.. never expect myself to be in a relationship for so long.. eventhou i must admit that i do feel lost sometimes in this relationship but i've never thought of giving such a wonderful relationship up,cos i noe that i have to treasure & cherish such rare moments in my life or i'll live to regret in future!!! *sMILez*

dear,i noe that i can be very "da nu ren" as u always say..maybe im just being very stubborn la.. forgive me can???haha... u also can be very farnie at times whereby i really cant understand at some things that u think or do..but i always have the thought in me that its for my own good thats why u are doing so...BUT, have to give me some space & time to adapt to ur behaviour,ok

i know that financially u're burdened and i may sometimes give u the feeling that i wan u to buy things for mi is so not "ti tie" and understanding of a gf but what i realli want is just a small gesture of doing smth for mi like say,"ok lor,i buy for u" but in fact i understand & i will willingly buy it myself..so pls dun misunderstand me...

thank you dear dear everynight talk to me before i sleep no matter how late it is... its like a bedtime story in the european times.. and im loving it..and i hope u like it too..

dearie, i just want u to noe that i will always be there for u no matter what,and i can lend u my listening ear( be it smth happy,sad,troubled,undecisiveness,gossip,...) and i will always trust u 100%(thou u say why must always ask u for the reason for doing certain things,i just want to know only,doesn't mean i dun trust u,i may just be uncomfortable with doing things i dunno why im doing it for)

so dear, must continue to love me OK?? or else i dun wan u huh...HumPH~

lastly, pls help mi save our blog...haha...

this is meant to be an early Christmas present for u darling !! hope u like it..